ohh i am updating! what a surprise..(i am not expecting any comments as im sure everyone gave me up for dead months ago ( Read more... )

hahah the challenge was failed in spectacular fashion - well we couldnt have it any other way would we ( Read more... )

so im cold ( Read more... )

so, havnt updated in ageeeesss ( Read more... )

hmm i realise i should update more...... i dont know im just disapointing myself and everyone else.... i got back from a short holiday, went to the snow, ate all manner of shit on saturday.. long car trip, numerous stops at gas stations = binge ( Read more... )

Well....new plan. It may seem like alot of cals but compared 2 what ive been doing recently i just want 2 stop eating shit nd start eating healthy. by the end of july if this is going well i will cut out the lunch and snacks ( Read more... )

well, not much 2 tell, worked all long weekend, fucked up big time on sat and sun, fasted (except for alcohol) mon and yesty. - today ive had a boost bar and a bowl of icecream. almost passed out at work, i dont know why i think i just find it really stressful and i cant cope. next time i will get an energy drink nefore work because if this happens ( Read more... )

what i have planned for today ( Read more... )

my guinea pig died
im fat
life is hell
im going to look for some whiskey and a knife

Well, today has been freezing, i fell down the stairs and have a massive bruise, i had a fight with my friend and my dad (on separate occasions)and im working tomorrow. Fan-fuckin-tastic ( Read more... )