I'm not okay.

[waterinourlungs]

This probably won't work because livejournal has been gay lately

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[neenqbus]

I like him. I can't help it. I feel like shit for liking him but I liked him for a while now, not knowing you had as well. I'm sorry he did what he did to you. He talks to me about it, and trust me....he does feel like shit...about you. He didn't use you. And he knows he made you feel used, but he didn't mean to. He didn't just try to get some fuck out of you. He cares about you and the friendship you guys had, and will have if you let things go

[waterinourlungs]

nino, the reason i havent talked to you to your face is because i feel no need to. this isn't about you. it's him that i hate and it's him that hurt me. i would have done the same thing your doing. you like him, i know, i understand, trust me. im not as hurt by what he did in a liking him type of way as i am as he was supposed to be my friend, and he whined to me about how he screwed you over, and how he had to fix it, and how he "had to stop screwing people over" and while he was tleling me this, he was srewing me over, and he doesnt care. the truth is, this has happened to me before, and i know how you feel about eltting people walk all over you, becaysew even though i am a complete bitch to our friends and i dont let them walk all over me, i have always let guys use and walk all over me because i dont have the guts to do anything about it. i just hate him for wasting my time, because before he told me he "liked" me, i was ready to stop with guys, to forget about them to college, and i was actually doing a decent job with it, i was