I listen to cooler music than anyone. I am also the coolest person ever. Anyways, enough self esteem raising for the day.
I am having massive second thoughts about UVM. But I know what bringing it up to my mom will do: WELL THERE THE HELL DO YOU WANNA GO...INDIANA??? YOU THINK YOUR FATHER IS GOING TO PAY FOR PLANE TICKETS FROM BLOOMINGTON AND BACK ( Read more... )

So i am watching this movie and it's freaking me out like i knew a would. And it takes a lot to freak me out..especially in movie form. Now it's over and i have to admitt i ignored most of it. well...boo.
I'm getting rid of all my sleeping pills tomorrow. Dumb move. But thats  what i do. darnit.
I dunno. I started Lithium. I've only taken it once so ( Read more... )

 
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Wow. It's 12:30 AM on a Sunday night and everyone is in bed. Not me. No way. I don't have to wake up until 10 at the earliest. Plus i'm a little tweeked..trying to calm down with a nice glass of wine (i have become my mother). Tomorrow school is at like 11:40..I have Human Behavior where we're watching Rain Man (but i didn't do my homework and that ( Read more... )

Had the appointment this morning. Went okay. But he's just putting me on lithium just like the last doctor said. If it doesnt work, we'll try something else. I'm excited i hope it makes me normal.

My movie came, Henry:Portrait of a Serial Killer. YAY. I'm not watching it til tomorrow though.

I have to go to my Dad's house in NYC saturday morning ( Read more... )

Today was a haze. I got up after another night of horrible dreams. The trapped ones. All about being trapt. In some way. A situation, a room, glued to my bed, with a person, just trapped. So i wasn't very rested today. I went to PJs to get breakfast with a bunch of girls but i just felt strange. I feel like all this drama thats going on (that ( Read more... )

What are we gonna do? THE TREES ARE GIVING UP ON US.

I wrote a big long update yesterday, but it got delated, so lets try this again. Geoff Rickley's voice just makes me feel so good. This is one of the few bands i can honestly say i will love forever. Even if they sell out (like they almost did, before going on "hiatus"), they're old albums will ( Read more... )

This probably won't work because livejournal has been gay lately ( Read more... )

1. on your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty-five songs on ( Read more... )

      I’ve decided I need stop listening to music. I get way too caught up in it. I have been listening to Elliott Smith constantly the last few days, and it makes me cry, and then I think about the fact that he committed suicide and I cry more. It’s just hard to think about someone you look to for comfort, to relate to when you are sad, someone ( Read more... )