i think it's funny to look back in retrospect at what i wrote last summer. when i met austin i was so young. i had no idea what perfection was. he's a great guy but perhaps i was a tad melodramatic. i wonder whether next summer i'll look back and scoff at falling in love with tyler. for some reason i don't think so. it seems really real this time ( Read more... )

Hmmm....i haven't been on for ages, almost a year to be exact. I've decided that it's nice to vent and all but mostly u just sound like a whiny prick....yes i've definitely become a myspace person. There's much less emotional exposure less whining more just talking, and much easier to use....

so....sorry LJ ur just not my type ;)

I'm back and it was too long and just long enough. I became a sister to one cousin and remain a foe and reflection to another. i met that guy, the one who i manage to run towards and away from ( Read more... )

Have you ever met someone so perfect that you wonder if there really is some being watching out for you? Met someone so ridiculously awesome you wonder 'how is this possible?'Someone so unbelievable that you sit and think about each and every attribute that you are amazed by and you can't believe how long your mental list is ( Read more... )

HAIKUS ABOUT TODAY ( Read more... )

Top Ten Reasons Why Today Was Good (in no particular order ( Read more... )

I've decided i need to like and be in relationships with people who are ( Read more... )

i'm feeling a little better now, after talking to eric (who knew what a sage he was?) and sam. i dunno i still feel confused but i'm less actually considering getting fucked up and more dealing with the emotions behind it and everything else. today in english we started an end of the yr. poetry unit and ms. foroutan said we should start on our ( Read more... )

i had a boring weekend in comparison with my last one. Last weekend i went to marine world with sam, and rose, and emma, and on sunday i went to this party for BWB, and on monday sam, and e+r, and i went to lake anza. And this weekend? I got a mani pedi (yay!) and i played tennis....snore. Next weekend i kinda wanna go party. i wanna go and be ( Read more... )