my belly sticking out a little ( Read more... )

something about being spiritual. never focused on spiritual. don't know. need direction and that focus and inner ideals, ideology, belief, morals, values. too much hypocritical inside movement. can never commit or make up mind ( Read more... )

been thinking about jealousy, about all the times i was jealous. trying to seperate the irrational jealousies from the rational ones. little tiny things like online girls and phone calls behind my back and relationships untold. because it was taking something of himself and giving it to someone else. maybe it is trivial but obviously he had formed ( Read more... )

TONIGHT ( Read more... )

today is the day that schubert died. if it were 1828 and it were today then today would be the day that schubert would be dying and soon dead. schubert, 31 year old schubert, lying in his bed possibly, and dying.

an extraordinary climax conveying madness at the realization of rejection and imminent deathfriday night i went with ann and her ( Read more... )

Tender Buttons - Gertrude Stein
online here: http://www.bartleby.com/140/

http://www.writing.upenn.edu/~afilreis/88/stein-is-dead.html

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( good mail day yesterday )

today i baked chocolate chip cookies for my new neighbor and put them on her doorstep in an orange gift bag along with a candle and a room spray and a note saying welcome to being my neighbor, etc. she knocked on my door and said thank you and we went through introductions at last. i also found out why my internet connection hasn't been much of a ( Read more... )

i am going to charleston for the next few days. for the charleston conference. on serials ( Read more... )