I am now a member of *5* social networking and blog sites. Let's see if I can name them... LJ, Myspace, Blogger, Wordpress, and now, though I swore I never would, Facebook. Humm, what am I missing?

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship? does married count as serious ( Read more... )

Today my people are spinning around me and it's driving me crazy. Something is unsettling but I can't put my finger on it. I came very close to deleting my myspace account today, then paused, and didn't. Is someone watching me? Perhaps it is the rejection... I am misplaced, no, displaced, or, no longer relevant. My little one is so cute, but ( Read more... )

Humm... I may have written that last entry the day I got pregnant! Of course I didn't know it at the time. Now I am 26 weeks along and starting to get retarded. It's kinda like being high all the time, which is fun, but slows down productivity and impedes intellectual pursuits. Like studying for the CIS midterm tomorrow which is of course what ( Read more... )

Yes well I really have nothing to say except that today is Saturday and it's sunny. Why am I sitting inside playing on my computer like I always do? I should at least be doing my homework but I am not ( Read more... )

Well, I quit my job and wrote a proposal for working part time as a consultant. Now, I am taking two weeks off starting tomorrow. Yeah!!! I need to get out of here. I get to have a little REAL summer that doesn't involve work. It will give me time to heal. When I come back on the 16th they have to tell me if the new working arrangment will work ( Read more... )

We did a lot of talking last night, and today at lunch... and maybe he is willing to support me for a while. Partially he is, partially he isn't. He gives me a different feeling each time we talk. I gave it some serious thought (while sober) and realized I can't just walk away and let down all the people I work with. Really, I'd give them a ( Read more... )

If I walk away from this job it's like walking away from everything I've worked for. Financial security, well-defined career path and health insurance. It's walking away from a company where I've earned respect and would probably never get laid off or fired. I'd be walking away from $22 an hour to sit here and do whatever I want. Logically, it' ( Read more... )

I was gifted two tickets to see Widespead Panic and watched them in the park last night. The music was okay, but the atmosphere was fun. Lots of hippies and everywhere the smell of tasty ganja. I had a joint and three vikadins in my pocket but didn't touch them. But I did have a sort of realization. I realized I need to quit my job. When it ( Read more... )

I am waiting to go to dinner with the engineering group. We are celebrating the deposition of a multi-layer coating in a giant new machine I have nothing to do with. They will buy us food and beer. Maybe I will drink wine because beer has lots of calories. I still need to loose five pounds. But my belly is smaller and I can almost fit in my ( Read more... )