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What do you do when all of your time and energy goes into something or someone and you then realize they don't care or it wasn't even worth it

everything is wonderfullllllllllll

So i've been thinking about everything lately, like school and my future and my friends and relationships and my family and money and i'm so fucking scared. School is horrible right now and i'm just thinking about my senior year, next year, and how i'm scared of failing miserably and not getting into the colleges i want and i'm already stressed out ( Read more... )

 forget about everything i've said about jim and whatever because i'm over it and relieved. counting crows was goooood and warped tour was goood.

 i am stuck once again. the beach was very fun.. i was with jim most of the time. and now i don't know what's gonig on because yeah i like him but i don't know if he's with sara or not. and i wish i could just tell myself not to like him but i can't do that so i'm stuck in between telling him i like him or just not saying a word. and it doesn't ( Read more... )

i loveee the summmer! i went to lake placid this past weekend, and it rained but we went kayaking the last day which was a lot of fun. im going to the beach this sunday and i can't wait. byeeeee

So tomorrow is my birthday, and I should be more excited. But I don't feel like me anymore. I either need to cry, which i've tried to do, but can't. and i dont get it because nothings going all that well. But i can't cry. Or i need someone to cheer me up so much, and i know who that person is but wont happen. and i don't know what else to write ( Read more... )

italy was amazing,  and i'd be here for days explaining everything but i want to go back soo bad. i will soon though! this week went by quick but it was busy because i had to catch up all the stuff i missed in school. so i like tim. which is random but on the trip we hung out and he's really cool. but i mean i'm not sure what to do so i'm kind of ( Read more... )