The first time I didn't look back
I walked the other way
Though I heard the rumbling behind me
I walked the other way

And that was the first time I felt it go

The last time I tried not to look
I went the other way
The last time I stopped at the line
And then I kept going my way

And then I looked up and saw the lights
Like two eyes behind me
And then I looked ( Read more... )

i feel like i should be confused...and i think i am, but i feel like i know enough not to be.  and i know that i don't know things.  i don't know the future.  i don't know what goes on when i'm not around.  i don't know what other people feel besides from what they tell me or what i can figure out.  i don't know when my assumptions are correct.  ( Read more... )

here i've been
bitter
revengeful
indignant
too busy charging you
of egocentricity
to realize the underlying
pain
fear
unknowingness
you've been suffering.

i convinced myself
that i was prepared
to forget
to morph you from your significance
to just another being
innocuous to me
a blur from the past
if you were lucky.

and now i can't.

okay.  i got a creative zen vision: m a few weeks ago and got in running when i got back from vacation.  i have a lot of great music on it, but i lost a lot of my music when my computer crashed a while ago.  so i have a job for all of you.  leave a comment with your top five favorite artists and i will add their music to my zen.  this way, i'll ( Read more... )

knock knock ( Read more... )

My mom is buying me a ninja turtle from the ice cream man right now ( Read more... )