I will use this space to write some true feelings. I am really sad right now. I've been in a relationship for almost 6 years and been through a lot. I am pretty sure it is coming to an end. Lack of trust and irresponsibility is the reason.

so, i've been dating a guy named antonio for 5 months. he's 24 and really sweet. he is also from mexico and i knew at some point in time he would probably go back. his father offered to pay for him to go back to school if he came back to mexico. of course he has to go and i support that but i am sad because i will miss him. it seems my ( Read more... )

i quit smoking! it's been almost 4 weeks. i quit on the 4th of july.

i'm still alive, second guessing what i do for a living, thinking about going back to school. an adventure sure sounds nice!

So here's the scoop as it was explained by my own personal tobacco dealer. 70% of Indonesians smoke either Samporena or that other brand that starts with a G, I forget the name. In order for Phillip Morris to control the Market over there they bought the company out and shut it down in hopes that they would start buying their products. My tobacco ( Read more... )

It's my birthday and the baby kitty loves me. I'm sad!

"After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: December 29
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so yeah, i'm a dork. i called about 10 people and invited them to go last minute to listen to a band. no one took me up on it so i went by myself. i got there and it was the wrong fucking night. oh dear!

dontcha remember you told me you loved me baby, and that you'd be coming back this way again maybe...i think i love you.