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[watrcolordaisys]

i dont understand today. im not sure it happened to me. i wasnt myself and i was afraid all day. im afraid that if im honest with people theyll judge me and question our relationship, im afraid that im losing myself and some of my friends, im afraid that nothing i do is ever good enough, fun enough, cool enough whatever. call me insecure, but youd

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[anonymous]

it's funny that you just posted and i just left you a comment.

wow. there's a lot to respond to in this tiny lil entry, my dear.

my advice (not like it's worth much):
to thine own self be true (haha, look i'm not even good enough to come up with original advice). i've found in my life thus far that the more you pretend, the unhappier you are in the end. so be yourself as best you can.

oh, and dont worry about what you should do with your life. everything always falls into place like it should. you just gotta trust trust trust.

life...sigh...it's always easier said than done :-/

[watrcolordaisys]

whoever you are, you astound me. really, just let me know. its tearing me up trying to figure you out.

[paper_wars]

what if it's me and i have duo personalities? imagine being so sick you don't even realize what you are doing. like in a sylvia plath novel or something! put your "log IP addresses" for the stalker person. you'll be able to use the numbers to find out whether it's the same computer each time. i hope i can become sherlock holmes when i grow up. and yes, i realize i just posted twice!

[paper_wars]

i remember when you were popular in 5th grade. is that insignificant? i think not

[watrcolordaisys]

yes definately do please.