im never online anymore so i never update. heres the deal. my grandfather died on the night of halloween. we got a call on the way to church that morning saying that my pa pa was on the floor o\unconscious and bleeding from his stomach. we went to the hospital and things didnt look good. ive never seen my daddy cry before that day. they said he had ( Read more... )

good day, lots to say. but im taking a nap. so well leave it at this. i danced in the rain this afternoon just because. and im desperately in love.

i cant see dan for a week. i already miss him too much. i got my class ring. i feel sick. im going to see a dermatologist friday. im excited about that. i have to work today. i am not excited about that. i have some stuff to share in a format that no one reads but im too tired now. maybe later. i want to hang out with adam kauder sometime muy soon ( Read more... )

well i dont get online ever anymore and that makes me sad, but i have no time. today was pleasant. in history we get graded on how funny we are and with josh green in my group thats an immediate bullseye. then i like english a lot but people arent very realistic in there. um talked to kelsey a lot, that whole situation bugs me and makes me muy sad ( Read more... )

its been awhile. lots to say and dont feel like typing it. im in love ooooo im a believer i couldnt leave (him) if i tried...life is hectic. today was nice. lazed with daniel. my parents and i bet on the cost of our chinese take out(they teach me great values) and i won and still had to pay half for the food. anyways. im tired. and i probably wont ( Read more... )

well i guess this is where i talk about my day. after sleeping over at mollys with she and kayla, we got up early so molly could go to work. i went home called dan and we decided to go see the new jet li movie today. it was so incredibly good that i want to see it again to tell the truth. the only thing was, about halfway through it dans throat ( Read more... )

1.see a movie at the byrd ( Read more... )

tonight was too fun for my own good. dan, tim, elizabeth, rachel,michael, david, ian, eileen, and bard. enough said. fun times and mad libs. thanks for lettign the good times roll. until tomorrow i bid you adieu.

lets see. last night dan and i went on a date. i felt like we were an old married couple, finally away from the kids (i.e. lunch with brad max colleen austin the mackenzies and assorted other people) it was great. we went to bottegas bistro and our waiter was the coolest guy ever. he asked us to look at the wines and dan goes uhh were not 21 and he ( Read more... )

i dont understand today. im not sure it happened to me. i wasnt myself and i was afraid all day. im afraid that if im honest with people theyll judge me and question our relationship, im afraid that im losing myself and some of my friends, im afraid that nothing i do is ever good enough, fun enough, cool enough whatever. call me insecure, but youd ( Read more... )