I HATE THIS

And that "this"

Can have more than

One peticular meaning

This as in that

Or this as in that other thing

Or this as even in that person

Why do I do this to myself?

I still haven't forgotten

What you did

I still haven't forgiven you

For what you did

How we are now

Is perfectly fine by me

I ignore you

You ignore me

It's only for the best

But then theres you

And God

If I could only get

My mind past you

I'd be so much better

It seems like it meant

Nothing

To you

But it meant

Everything

To me

Welllllllllllllll ( Read more... )

Bah ( Read more... )

As you can see

By the time

It's 2:24 AM

Today I'm seeing

RENT

With Kathryn

And her sister

Megan

Which is probably

Why I can't sleep

I can't help but think

What if I wasn't going

With them

But with youI don't know ( Read more... )

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I am offcially trying to stop thinking about you

Let's see how long I can go

Probably not very

I could aviod you

Like the fucking plague

Just like I'm trying to

Avoid ......

A little over a week

Until the Jacks Mannequin

CD comes out

I'm so psyched

I <3 them ( Read more... )

I just

love

the way

you make me

want to

hate

you

but i

could

never

Well just got home ( Read more... )

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