Jones's schedule for the rest of the week ( Read more... )

I'm so confused about life right now. Not really life, more like... i want to say my love life, but love has nothing to do with it. There's this guy I met here, he's sweet as hell. We have a lot in common, we both love the same music, he's really into me, and he's cute. He holds my hand and holds me, which is something I've been wanting. There's ( Read more... )

I finally found a minute of time to write in here. For some reason everytime I get on a computer there will possibly be 10 minutes that go by before someone comes by "Jones, come outside with me while I smoke" "Jones, come watch a movie with me" "jones, lets go play pool and/or video games" LEAVE ME ALONE! lol, i love them dearly, but I do need a ( Read more... )

there are two girls here that drive me crazy (in a good way). One I've talked to twice since I've been here, but I watched her all the time in boot camp. The other I know well enough. Ah... and I have to be straight. Fuck the military man.

I woke up this morning at 0645.. I didn't have to, I have liberty today, but it just happened. Oh well. I used my time appropriately and ironed 3 sets of utilities and my whites that I'm wearing right now. I also cleaned my room and did some sit ups and push ups and took a shower. Then I sat around until Brodie woke up. I went with Vargas and ( Read more... )

OMG! I'm out of boot camp! Well, not really. I'm still on the boot camp base, but I'm graduated and a sailor now with my Navy ballcap instead of my Recruit ball cap. I rock. I'm on liberty now. I don't have to be back at the ship until 2115 and it's like 2021 now. We got extended liberty because we earned CNO gold. That means we were the best ( Read more... )

It really makes me sad to realize what we have come from to what we are now. Talking to you is like talking to the pope.. it just doesn't seem to happen anymore. It has to be connected to the Navy for it to happen, and that makes me entirely sad. Today I was in a sad mood and wanted to talk to someone about it. I was with Stacy, but then she took ( Read more... )

More and more frequently I am becoming more and more scared as the days get fewer and fewer. What happens if I don't make it? What happens if I don't pass battle stations, or can't pass the physical test? What happens if for some reason they find out something about me that is grounds for me being sent home. There's so much against me. Fighting the ( Read more... )

As much as I hate to admit it sometimes, the world can be such a beautiful place. Finding the beauty, though, is not an easy task. You can not go looking for it. If you're having a shitty day you can't force yourself to find something beautiful. It creeps up on you, like taking a jog on a summer morning and seeing a bunny slowly hop across the path ( Read more... )

In muddy grass we stand side by side ( Read more... )