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I'm starting to think that I try to surround myself constantly with friends because I know I will always be alone. There' a great sadness in my heart and I long for someone to hold onto me as I fall asleep. No matter how many friends I have, I'm always alone. I want someone to whisper "I love you" in my ear. I want someone to hold hands during a ( Read more... )

There are quite a few new things going on.. mostly because I never write in here, not that it matters because no one reads, but still, it's like a journal, so I like to document my life from time to time. Well, Performing Units got put into duty section 6 today.. ok, elaborate jones, i'd love to. There are 4 duty sections that rotate being on duty ( Read more... )

So.. to say the least I'm stressed. After a month of getting lazy with barracks support I classed up at the beginning of last week. WOW! Let me tell you, there is so much work into figuring out the resistance, voltage and current of a schematic, and we haven't even touched the hard part yet. I'm beginning to hate my rate already. Plus I've been ( Read more... )

Today I woke up at 0530.. a little late, didn't fit in a shower. Just got dressed and went to ATT. It was going to be my last day because I was pretty much done with everything, but instead at 0930 they had us all go muster so we could get Flu Mist.. this flu vaccine they shoot up your nose. Blah. We stood in formation in the hangar for a little ( Read more... )

Picture time!!!


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She pulled the sheets over her head, shoving her tear soaked face into the pillow, staining it with her mascara. The moisture from the tears dripped down cracking her lips as she stared into the darkness in her sanctuary under the sheets. There was nothing she could do now, it was all set in stone. The blood gushed from the wounds on her wrists as ( Read more... )

Jones's schedule for the week ( Read more... )

The days are pretty short these days, so I'm thinking that the months will go by fast as well. I got the spins down during flying rifles practice today, which made me feel better about myself. I was frustrated last time, but someone new taught me this time and it just came easily. Endicott wasn't there because she was doing her board tryouts for ( Read more... )

blah, 45 minutes till muster.. blah. another blah just for good measure. So, this morning i woke up at 0330 for PT at 0430. They talked about it being a 3 mile run, then they said a 5 mile run to the lighthouse (which means running on the sand) and i was so scared. We started stretching before the petty officers came out because we needed to get ( Read more... )