it's been so long becuase i've been so happy/wierd/honestly fucked up lately. i don't know what's going on. but i have lyme disease now. Ryan gave me a diamond ring for christmas. but i'm afraid to wear it...things like that symbolize a lot sometimes. i dont want necessarily want to be symbolized like that...it makes me nervous for some reason ( Read more... )

Please don't say I love you ( Read more... )

where the hell have I been?

I GOT A 100 ON MY TERM PAPER ( Read more... )

i finally just committed to taking a nap, and it was good ( Read more... )

so i guess i'm eating pizza right now and it's 11:46 ( Read more... )

HA!

i feel really aggravated.
honestly.
really.
NO JOKE.

okay so i just got back from aaron's house, and we had many long chats
about mr sullivan
summer
boyfriends/girlfriends
college
etc.

it was a nice evening i'm just glad i didnt have to babysit

and i hope i meet someone in college...i'm getting kind of bored and am kiiiind of ready to check out a relationship
that would actually work out

so Lord of the Rings is on TV
as Russ informed me today.
but i already knew because brian and i saw commercials for it the other day......

i'm bored and not tired, and this day was really unfulfilling
and i was in a strange mood especially for it being so beautiful out
i dont know, maybe i'll try going to bed

25 pages of term paper are DONE

term paper is DONE