the stone i am sitting on is cold against my thigh ( Read more... )

i hate today...i feel so tired and moody...maybe i need a cappuccino or something. i have so much shit to do...two papers to finish writing, i have italian homework, i have just a lot to do and no energy to do it with ( Read more... )

dangerous minds is playing on the radio...haha...so yeah another day has passed and more and more i have the motivation to write in this journal maybe it is because i have been ignoring it for basically the whole fucking semester...anyways i am going to try and be better about it. so yeah...i had an italian quiz today and i think i did ok and this ( Read more... )

god i love depeche mode...uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i want to be them...haha

today is one of those days where i cant seem to wake up...i have already had a cappuccino but it didnt do shit...i guess i am still recovering from the hell that was last week...well last week was really great but shitty at the same time...i guess that doesnt make any sense...but i am still confused about it...i am driving myself up the fucking ( Read more... )

so fuckin far away from what i know, i feel like an alien in this place...i am so lost but exhilarated by the air, by the music, the wine, and the kiss of someone pretty. i have been rapidly falling into some sort of hole, i am watching myself change, turn into this other person...i havent decided if i like her. however hard it is here, i am ( Read more... )

i love my life...my homework consists of researching Antonio Gaudi (awesome architect from Barcelona) and painting...wow i am so excited to do my homework (definately a first) so yeah...the roommate drama thickens...haha...people are getting annoyed with melissa now...which is funny cuz nobody had a problem with her even a week an a half ago...she ( Read more... )

so my birthday was yesterday...I am 20 now no longer a teenager...oh how the years have flown by...two decades i have lived...it was a melancholy birthday...i was homesick but enjoying myself here as well...free shots, champagne and dolce....it was ridiculous...but too many free drinks can be a bad thing and that was what happened last night...i ( Read more... )

so it is monday...and my weekend was beautiful...except for some annoying kids that went on the trip with us...i went to verona...saw the house of juliet, the arena and so much more...i went to a vineyard on the south end of the Garda Lake in Northern Italy...and i tasted some wonderful white and rose wines...then i went to the other side of the ( Read more... )

so i am kinda getting a little homesick...but i have an awesome trip this weekend, first to Verona, then to the Garda Lake, and then I am spending all day Sunday in the Alps...I am going with my friend Lindsey...we are going to go hiking and horsebackriding in the alps....I am really excited...it is my sister Rachel's birthday tomorrow and I am ( Read more... )