Life has been so good. I know I am not a religious person, but I have been going to church occasionally. I went last Saturday to thank God for everything he has given me latly. He helped me lose weight(15 pounds), given me Andrew, gave me two jobs, and school. I am soo thankful for everything he has given me in my life. All the hard times I have ( Read more... )

I have the most amazing man in my life. His name is Andrew Williams. He makes me soooo freaking happy. No man has ever treated me the way he does. Everything he does, the way he looks at me to the way he touches me. It is so incredulous that I found a man like this. I mean if you dont cry yourself asleep, but you laugh yourself to sleep, you know ( Read more... )

Some of my digital Photography:


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I suppose I should be writing an entiry because I havent in sometime. I write so much in my real writen journal that I never really know what to put in here. I am doing good. I love my job sooo freaking much and my boss Lizz is Amazing. I start school in January and I wish it would come so much sooner. I really miss school I never really realized ( Read more... )

I think and know what love is but why is it so hard to explain. I have only been in love with one person in my life, and thats John. I love him so much and I use to think he didnt love me. But the thing is I know he loves me and I know now that he has loved me for some time. But if you love someone then why would or could you think that the person ( Read more... )

I fell in Love with a guy...What seems to be forever ago. I still Love him more than ever now. He has a problem and wont tell me about it, just shuts me out so I dont get hurt... Why? I wish he would understand that it hurts me so much more to just shunn me away. I want to be there for him, I want to be the one that is always by his side like he ( Read more... )

I have not written in this thing in forever! California is great, I love it. Even though I miss home so much. I do not think it is home that I miss, but the people that live there. I think right now in my life things are getting tough and it is because it seems like everything is going so fast. I am turning 18 on the 28th of this month. I am ( Read more... )

Today we were supposed to go to the beach--- haha right well we didn’t! We get to Brian’s and Cat Brain and Damien were there. We talked to Andrew with in the few mins. Of walking to Brian’s door. He was already at the beach--- He was there surfing at 6 am Crazy Asian! So Brian is sitting at the table filling out papers--- Damien is ironing his ( Read more... )

Going To the Beach!!!! I love the beach!!! Guess who we are going with---- Brain Andrew Damien Cat Britney and me!!!! Yey! Well love you guys <333
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I know I never write in here and I should start to more. I will try harder to write in here when ever I go online. It’s just sometimes I don’t know what to say. So even if it is a one liner I will write it in ( Read more... )