Okay so ( Read more... )

maybe it's because it's 4 am ( Read more... )

so, jay's being pissy ('happens. i guess it's my fault since i haven't talked to him all day but i've been an ass). ben's drunk off the white russian i made him, and he goes up to jay and he's all like "would you like a white russian? they make the world all tumbly ( Read more... )

sometimes it takes your dad saying "what are you, a retard" to realize you have daddy issues ( Read more... )

i've had a series of thoughts over the last couple months that have completely changed who I am, why I do what i do, and how i interact with others. looking at myself over 4 months ago, i am a fundamentally different person. this series of thoughts has branched out of my inate fear of death. I mention this because i've decided that life is too ( Read more... )

MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE LYRICS ( Read more... )

a techno version of this song has been running in my head for 3 days. so i'm posting it here ( Read more... )

i've been feeling very guilty lately ( Read more... )

so. ff-x and ff-x2 are lovecraftian horror ( Read more... )