hey hey im at my grandmothers and i just realized something. just about every time i come online i try and find this girl andrea who i used to go out with and i want to talk to her sooooo bad just to tell her how much i miss her and feel bad for how ive hurt her and stuff in the past.but its like shes almost dropped off the face of the earth. her ( Read more... )

im tired. bored. and miserable. well more information that i havent quite written about was that that my depression is a bitch. most people know me as being a pretty depressing person and i've been dealing with the problem that is cutting myself.... i got caught in the act at rehab and they sent me to bradley hospital for the third fucking time and ( Read more... )

WOOHOO IM OUT OF REHAB. well i want to write a shitload of stuff cuz a lotta shits happend to me in the past hmm lets see like 2 years. ive come out of the closet......(WOOHOO) ive been to rehab and uhhhhh plenty of other shit that i dont have time to write so ill write tomorrow cuz i dont have a fucking computer and i just use the computers in ( Read more... )

ok well, the past 2 days have gone by so damn fast and im not too sure wtf happend. i jumped off the narrow river bridge yesterday it was pretty awesome. we almost got arrested for doing it tho we just told the cops that we didnt see the sign that so no jumping umm thats like the only exciting thing thats happend hopefully something good will ( Read more... )

A pictures worth a thousand words But not worth the words I need to hear I miss you so much that it hurts And tonight, I wish you were here with me So I could make you see The stars, they lay across the sky so perfectly they remind me of all the times, when we used to sit underneath them on those Summer nights And fall in love ( Read more... )

Whoops I od’d, shortness of breath, call ambulance, tell my wife I love her ( Read more... )

yea um i havent been doing much but i figured id update. i broke up with my skank of a gf and im single again. newayz i just got back from gettin my haircut and i got nothing else to talk about so peace

Sometimes I Cry ( Read more... )

yep damn right i got married this weekend at work. to an unbelieveable girl too. actually 2 unbelieveable girls. i married this girl tanya and then since her friend wanted to be married too i married her friend ashley too so its a 3 way marriage. i didnt have a ring so we all wear rubber bands that say "were married 6/17" on them. i think i wanna ( Read more... )

i got just done reading the kurt cobain biography and by alex cross and this quote is what hit me the hardest ( Read more... )