everything with blake got straightened out after several series of phone calls and text exchanges. he and i talked once, and during our conversation he apologized for everything that had happened... for being indecisive, for not keeping us in the loop, for being unpleasant to live with. he asked if i would be willing to make amends if he made a ( Read more... )

blake flip-flopped back and forth so many times before finally and urgently moving out, never to return... we all breathed a sigh of relief when he left and found replacements. teresa is living here for the next month or so (she is a sweet italian girl who works at a chocolate shop in the castro) and andres's buddy conrad is fixing to join us in ( Read more... )

I AM DONE WITH THERAPY, but only after a fair amount of drama. i thought my therapist would put up a fight when i told her i wasn't really interested in continuing our sessions after my return from summer vacation, but she didn't! instead she said some nice things that made me feel awkward, like how i'm gonna do great things and i'm so creative and ( Read more... )

+ early 21st birthday present from dad: 2000 vw beetle in blue, complete with moon roof and tape deck. i named him bubba ( Read more... )

it is also worth mentioning that i'm pretty anxious about whether or not i can keep my eating disorder in check this summer, seeing as how i'm head cook and all. steering clear of intoxicants will be a big help.

i'm back from seattle. the trip was completely fabulous. i saw a million great bands, a ton of great comedians, and wore my bikini all day for three days straight. it was wonderful seeing nick, as always, and i am super excited for him to move to san francisco. i also saw brad! he just so happened to be in seattle over the weekend, too. we hung out ( Read more... )

my therapist told me i had to start paying $10 co-pays per each visit and at 4 visits a week and 4 weeks in a month comes out to $160 a month. so obviously i had to call my parents. and they said what i was thinking, that $160 would be financially feasible for them should my mental health necessitate it, but they don't think that my mental health ( Read more... )

self-diagnosis: seasonal affective disorder ( Read more... )

last night was venturetek's first performance of tiny shoeswhich i did the sound for using my kaossilator and minikorg synth ( Read more... )

i come home to the one skipping out on our lease, but it's getting to be the case that i'm glad he's leaving ( Read more... )