do people tell me what i want to hear? not what they actually wanna say...because they think they might hurt my feelings? or because they feel like they HAVE to. i wonder that alot. and it kinda bothers me, because i want the truth...not some bullshit. so tell me...

do you do that?

its confusing.
and compliated.
its waaayyy too hard for one person to handle.
and it can be a bitch sometimes.

so i havent been here in a while. its been a long time. im at myspace now. but who isnt? and now sexual predators are after us now. GET LIVES LOSERS ( Read more... )

well...im finally ungrounded. and thats all good ( Read more... )

sometimes i dont know what to say.

well i got my grades on friday. my lowest was an 80. but they still wont unground me. they will..."let me have some leverage over the break." so i have my cell phone back and joshy can come over if he wants. i cant do anything else. but as SOON as the break is over im back to normal grounding. fuck them ( Read more... )

well my parents hate me right now. they think i always sneak around wiht joshy and we got have sex all the time and get high and waisted. they dont trust me...and they dont want me anymore. and im not making this up...these are their words. they are so disappointed in me right now. and i dont know what to do about it. all of this started becasue me ( Read more... )

so today was pretty good. i was on a good mood and it was fun. at about 630 lisa came and pikced me and lauren up and we went to joshys game. first we went to chick fil a. it was yummmmy. then we met marshall up there and we all chilled. lisa left at half time and menad marshall and lauren went to go get some ice cream. it was fun. i was really ( Read more... )

im tired of always feeling like this. im tired of it. all the time...day after day. and i dont know what to do about it. i HATE feeling liek this.

and then when i work up the courage to finally try yo do something about it...what do i get? NO RESPONSE. god i fucking hate this. i wish it could be ALL over

drama = big circle crossed out.

so halloween was fun. i was supposed to go to joshy house but it rained...so he came over hurr and we chilled. we face painted and layes around watchin movies..and we had to pass out candy to the oh so adorable kids. it was really fun. : )

today sucked....i puored my heart out...and get NO reponse. im tired of feeling like he/she doesnt care.