so, i tried to go back through my journal and render invisible all the entries i didn't think would be suitable for you to see. (you know who you are!) i can't make the whole journal invisble at once. i have to go through each one individually. it's really painful to remember all these things, and i don't want to do it... so please, stop reading. i ( Read more... )

i just translated this for a friend. i think it's sad and beautiful ( Read more... )

i've pretty much decided to quit chili's come september. after tonight, i am leaning even more towards that direction. tonight was terrible. all the cooks were in bad moods and i burned myself twice on the heat lamps, something i have never done before. very much over it ( Read more... )

my personal trainer, patrick, told me a few days ago that he thinks he can fix my leg. this would be wonderful for me ( Read more... )

WHERE ARE YOU CHRISTY ANN MEYER???

please send info to... umm... me!

something i have been thinking about lately ( Read more... )

cleaned out my car. it can now comfortably fit four passengers and myself, so that i can volunteer to be the DD at any time, without trepidation or long disclaimers ( Read more... )

today i hung out with sean and had lunch. then i went to the bookstore and read the new postsecret book, didn't buy it, and left feeling sad and happy at the same time.

i've been working out. this is the first time in my adult life that i've been skinny without being really depressed. and i have muscles now too!

it's hard to come back after being gone for so long, so i'll start small.

i gave up Ben for lent. it's not working very well because he called me today and i answered the phone. i haven't seen him in person for three weeks.

it's all about the small victories.

i went to mexico and bought jewelry. jewelry makes me incredibly happy.

i'm not dead. i just haven't had internet at my house for about a month now. my life isn't interesting anyway. you aren't missing anything.