ive made a new place.
a new land of journaling.
it is called
yellow_____
if youre already my friend, please add it because im going to add you, no more waytogoidaho.
time for change.
good things.

shesacasket kiss: julianna is having a birthday party ( Read more... )

it's truly amazing how close you feel. then it seems to vanish, that feeling ( Read more... )

i had a horrible dream, and now i cant sleep.
today was eventful.

( die hipsters die )

i woke up late today.
me and mom are fighting on a regular basis nowadays.
we fought most of today.
Baby came over for about an hour or so.
we played outside and looked at old things.
nikki came later.
shes on my couch talking to her gentleman.
im sleepy.
( hello lover )

i hate stupid people to ridiculous amounts. im not usually the cynic, but for christ's sake. come on. some choices are actually easy. id take the "shut up" route. just a thought ( Read more... )

i love making out. i love feeling so full and empty at the same time. i love comfy beds. and big pillows. and the smell of burning leaves. i love ice cream and canned coke. i love re-heated pizza. i love my boyfriend. i love laughing and hurting from it. i love the sound of wind beating roughly against my window, enough to wake me. i love late ( Read more... )

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this week has been a nightmare. ive been looking at old pictures to try to at least attempt to forget in a small way. lindsey ray bannister is the greatest thing to keep me standing, and i love him for it. he was the first to come running to me, the first one i told. hes mine. how could i have been so blind ( Read more... )

i love a boy and he is fantastic.
so good to me.
too good.
its wonderful.
today was a nightmare.
but hes here now.
and its so much easier to forget.
how nice it really is.


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