i've never felt so purposeless than today, i don't think i could possibly obtain such a feeling ever again. i hope it leaves.

i havent been this depressed in a long time.
this isn't the most opportune moment to be so either.
i now bask in the tears i once fled from shedding.

it's seeping out, and running down my skin.

i think my heart just broke in two. i'm through. bye.

i'm afraid i've lost my way, i've forgotten what it's like to sit down and breathe, what it's like to sleep for a good amount of time. i've forgotten so much. i'm stressed beyond comprehension and theres absolutely nothing i can do about it, time will have to continue it's course in order to fix me. How can so much be packed into one little day? so ( Read more... )

i'm frightened for the future, it's going to sting.

You don't understand and could begin to comprehend because you've blinded yourself dear, you have chosen to ignore the very thing that has constantly eaten me up inside dear. That, my darling, is why distance has given me a new way to breathe. i am sorry, truely. you will always mean the world to me, regardless.

i'm chuckling at the realization that i am slipping, sometimes i want to lay there and forget how to breathe.

Really, i'm fine...

i am at peace, so to say, with the way things fall into my life, today and yesterday were absolutely nothing short of fantastic. i am nothing less than completely in love with my friends and how amazingly unique they all are. I've truely been blessed :] The journey's never end, the adventures will never cease, and i hope to have them continue for ( Read more... )