who am i kidding?

i am SO sick of this, its like unescapable. it IS
you can run from a brokenheart b/c its everything around you
but honestly i feel like if i wasnt HERE in this town at this school maybe just maybe he'd miss me
oh who am i kidding that would just give him all the more reason to forget about me

i want everything to go away.
i want this ( Read more... )

dear people,
please dont take EVERYTHING i say so seriously
Thanks
BYE

This day keeps sucking more and more...jacks goint to a concert with this girl i dont like who has a baby...just picking a winner! maybe they'll get in a car crash ( Read more... )

my heart cant get any worse

I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free
But it sure is hard to do
It sure is hard to do
I know they say if you don't come back again
Then it's meant to be (so they say)
Those words don't pull me through
Cause I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me goin' through the mill
climbin' ( Read more... )

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i wish my life had a VCR, so i could fast forward to the time when it "eventually gets easier".

i stole this. and its so true...

i honestly wants to either die or dissapear and start over...

OKAY so FIRST OF ALL!!!! tonight our volley ball team won NCS for the 2nd year in a row!!!!!!!!!! WOooooooo
IT was such an exciting match! i was mascotting lol and then i treded with ashley and i cheered like a mad woman in the stands!
so the first match they won....but it was 25-24 (us) and you have to win by 2 points and we went back and forth..and ( Read more... )

So yesterday at school was a uncontrollabe crying day, i cryed in the morning, i cried all through 3rd per (jack didnt care) cried in 4th, cried at lunch while telling kelly why i was crying, cried in 5th (jack didnt notice) cried a ton in 6th...and couldnt stop. then after school kelly (cook)and i went to la costa... yum and we walked back to my ( Read more... )