SO today i saw him, we have a project due monday from math so he came over and we finishd it...looks great.
at first it was akward b/c i wanted to talk about us breaking up since we haddnt talked in person since wed. and the breakup was in a card yadda yadda. he didnt seem sad at all on friday but he said he was in a bad mood.
what messes with my ( Read more... )

Well today was interesting...
I offically broke up with Jack. but we still didnt get to talk. i did it in a card.
i only cried 3 times today and not mykind of crying. like 3 tears. but dont get me wrong its not that i am any less sad, or that i miss him any less...b/c one thing is true...to lose your first love is like losing an irrplacable part of ( Read more... )

I just need someone to love me. Actually WANT to be around me and not treat me like a chore. take me out and enjoy my company as much as i enjoy theirs. and be happy to see me. make ME a priority and not leave me out. and just REALLY care about me.

ps vote Jack bell for king tomorrow

Grrr im so confused how me invting like 4 of jacks friends turned into 20 people that i dont know who ... are coming to homecoming dinner with us...! im not irritated.

ash please contact me and tell me who you know of that is coming

this is who Jack and i invited

Jack   Me
Ash    Ray
Jess    date
Price  Tamera
Kelly R. C.J
Kelly C. Kyle

This week has been insaine! having everyday practice for improv and jr skit plus trying to secretly makeup for the fact that there were 8 extra ppl on the homecoming court and get 8 more crowns shashed and tiras and flowers...and as stressfull as friday was, taking pics of everytihng while passing out crowns, picking up flowers, doing the skit and ( Read more... )

"Bound to say something, eyes closed,
It's cold, and I'm home
I feel like nothing again,
Pretending not to care, but I care,
And I care, don't say another word
Our Our time was worthless, but I tried
We started over and over again, as we let go
Held each other, held hands,
Held standards and grudges
That's when I let you know,
I guess that goes to ( Read more... )

Tommorrow is our last show. i am SOOO glad to never have to gelitine and latex mike and kirestens faces ever again. b/c its driving me nuts. and im so glad to not have to tell all the stupid kids to shutup.and getting not sleep! but i am going to miss: performing. making funny comments during act 3. humping girls in the dressing rooms. eating other ( Read more... )

its tech week im very tired and kinda bitchy so i am very sorry if ive snapped at you at school ( Read more... )

thank you very much to those of you who commented on my last post. i have been very busy today and didnt reply to all of you but thankyou so much for caring ( Read more... )