But im not the only one! hahah. Im just the one that gets sent to the hospital! I didnt think it would be this hard to not drink. Oh contrare... I think it is harder than quiting smoking. I have had an ongoing headache since monday. It must have started when my poor pancreas and liver started to realize they were drying out. Yeah, well now so is my ( Read more... )

Its monday, and thanksgiving is on thursday, I cannot wait.bloody marys at 8:30 in the morning!! Thanksgiving and Christmas are my favorite holidays and I intend to take full advantage. Tomorrow is my last day and then i hop on a plane to portland. I think all work weeks should be two days long. I makes getting up so much easier to deal with since ( Read more... )

54 minutes left, im not sure i can make it. Im eating rasin bran right now for my afternoon snack and it is quite good. I pick out all the rasins though and eat thoes first. I swear to God if i had a bat michael would have no front teeth, It would probbly cause other devistating damage as well. For thoes of you who dont know who michael is, he's ( Read more... )

Thats really wierd, i posted a entry yesterday and it didnt show up. I was so out of it yesterday that maybe i didnt post it after all. I was so tierd that i had a small nervous break down and started laughing and crying at the same time. I hate thoes sleep deprived days. this week is going so slow, all i want to do is go out and have a good time ( Read more... )

i need to stop doing this to myself. it is so early and i went to bed so late. The weird part is is I feel fine , so i guess that mean that im either still asleep and dreaming this horrible work scenerio or I am still drunk which could be entirely possible. I can confidently say that if i give it another two hours I will most definitly feel like ( Read more... )

Wow, it has been a long time since i have written anything. The election is over and yes, bush won again. I had a feeling that was going to happen, much to everyones dissapointment, but what are you gonna do. Last night was fun at Jeffs, lots of heated discussions. Oh by the way DONT DRINK THE REST OF MY VODKA. NO TOUCHY. i will share it later. ( Read more... )

my birthday is this weekend for any one who cares! sunday to be exact. 22 years...i cant belive ive lasted this long. nothing is exciting anymore. my birthday is the only thing that im event remotly looking forward to. hopfully this year wont be as big of a let down as last year ( Read more... )

28 minutes and counting. i cant wait to get out of here. i am so tierd i could fall over ( Read more... )

I CANT BELIVE ITS ALREADY MID AUGUST, MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 23 DAYS. SEPT. MARKS THE BEGINING OF THE END. SIX MORE MONTHS AND ILL BE OUT OF HERE. BUT TO WHERE WHO KNOWS. THERE ISNT ONE PLACE IN THE STATES THAT I WANT TO MOVE SO IM ACTULLY THINKING OF MOVING OVERSEAS. THIS IS A NEW DEVELOPMENT BUT I WANT TO EXPERIENCE SOMTHING OUTRAGEOUSLY DIFFERENT FOR ( Read more... )

tomorrow i leave for flordia. yeeeeah...kinda. im excited but im going with neil and im meeting his parents, kinda dumb cause i broke up with him a few days ago. but who knows what will happen. it will still be a good time on the beach, i need a break ( Read more... )