ahh it seems as though when i am not using this little thing to unload my head i am using it for nothing. maybe it is boring to write about everyday ordinary life. like i ate a cheese sandwich and watched a pistons game on tv. these are things i do. well the first part anyway. mostly i think to much. and in thinkin i have come up with this. ( Read more... )

my stomach is so full i think i am about to explode. we went to eat at odesssa. i really rather enjoy the ceiling of this place. don't know why exactly but i just do. going to finish up with the pictures this afternoon and then head over to monicas for dinner. some adam roth show later. should be a swell evening. as for now i think the bliztes are ( Read more... )

today i learned that one of my pals is experiancing the same sadness as me. in some ways i thought this was nice. but then i realized it was really nothing but sad ( Read more... )

i now have a bread machine.
what else can life deal me... possibly a food processor... ahh ya

in one week i will finally get to bring my cat home that has been with john for two years. it was a complicated situation but somehow she is ending up back with me. i feel bad that the two people in her life that she really likes i have taken from her. you being the second one. and for this i hope she lives a longtime. it will be interesting to see ( Read more... )

"fire burned and blew out flowers ( Read more... )

i remember when i woke up that i was so nervous that i could not figure out what to wear and it took me a long time. walking inside the lobby of the hotel i was even more nervous seeing all the people walking by and looking at each one to see which one was you ( Read more... )

i was at work to day and receive really good advice on how to maintain ones self when ones self needs to be maintained. and it accured to me why i was feeling the way i do. mostly because it is the beginning and i am working to keep myself busy like santas helpers on over drive. i realized that in the beginning everything is easy because it is ( Read more... )

yesterday was a real hard day. it wasn't has hard as some, like getting your first period on christmas day in fifth grade hard but hard on the body hard on the mind. i walked with gina and tried to keep you out of my mind as long as i could but it came flying up like a drunk needing to throw-up his jameson. it came and would not stop ( Read more... )

the mind is a terrible thing to waste or so i have been told this. is this true with all minds? for some reason my mind likes to play tricks on me. a really fuckin jokester. well i ain't laughin ( Read more... )