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soo. the lacey library is sweet. andd i got new shoes today. and stuff ( Read more... )

mmm chips and salsa. i just want to sleep and wake up and everyone will have disappeared. i will be free to drink all the beer and rum and smoke all the cigarettes and weed and eat all the candy. im pretty sure this is about to become a friends only journal, are you ready? awesome.

right now im sitting, waiting, anticipating. adam is peeing in a cup for his probation officer, but i dont think its been two weeks since the last time he smoked. im so afraid. and his probation would be almost over, if... ugh. im ready for la tarasca now melanie, lets go.

the whole fucking time i wanted to come home. thats how it went. i come home, and no one is to be found. call melanies cell. no answer. go to aarons. ben and cory are there. where is my adam? where is my melanie? no where to be found. but all is good now. or is it. gus got an apartment. adam pierced his belly button. heather pierced her lip. trace ( Read more... )

im gunna miss all those good people. i will think about you all. but i will still have fun.

last night was fucking awesome. space cruisin with geo, ben and stiv. too stoned to care. we picked a really awesome, kida wide open spot to do it in, like in a dark but open corner at edison. we went everywhere just to find adam and garrett. went to aarons, jim said the two were looking for me at one point so ben says maybe theyre walking to my ( Read more... )

i walked to stivs at about one a.m. and stepped in a fairly large puddle. then i cursed my shoes because i can never wear them because theyre always wet nowadays. stiv and adam were darinking and watching daria, and by 1.45 they were both passed out. so i walked home and crawled my ass into bed and couldnt sleep. i had told adam to come over at ( Read more... )

i am sitting at aarons, seeing who will show up. i snuck out of the house and ran the whole way here and then gus gave me a cigarette and then i had a heart attck and died. i guess everyone is drunk and trace is out driving coreys car with everyone so im waiting for them to maybe come back. studer is a good word. yes. rooster?