i am writing to you from the bottom of my soul

Mar 28, 2005 18:26

im shaking. can i really handle this? im going to puke. i havent eaten in two days, im not hungry, there has to be something wrong.. oh yea. so today was just too much fucking worrying, all damn day, and im tired of it. i dont know if i can do this. my mom tells me we have to go meet with some jim guy, thats not his name but oh well. because she ( Read more... )

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I love You yaya_roo11 March 29 2005, 02:48:37 UTC
dont ever think its a punishment...or like its your fault. we all have problems, the beauty is we take it differently. I really love you chureece, and i dont want to see you taken away from whats keeping you alive...your oxygen. ive had that happen...and its so freaking hard... and you wont end up like your brother..if you dont want to. i dont know the story, this is true, but the message is all the same...im really sorry, march sucks, im learning that much, but once your down, the only way to go is up...

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nymphetamine_1 March 29 2005, 03:04:17 UTC
dont leave cherise! i would be really sad. you are one of my really great freinds. but i might HAVE to move away too. thursday. thats when my mom gets paid. i dont want to live with my dad either. but mine lives in cali. but you stay. i would miss you if you leaft.

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doomsday13 March 29 2005, 04:59:49 UTC
Cherise, I don't know what to say that could help you in your situation. You have helped me through show much shit, and you have put up with this dramatic little Canadian, which you really didn't have to do but you did. And for that I am grateful. But don't end up like your brother. Remember all the sorrow you and I and everyone else went through (and is still going through) for Grace. If not for selfish reasons, think of us. I have been torn from town to town and it has almost ruined my life. But finally I put my foot down and now I am happy where I am at. I hope there is someway for you to do that. There are these things, they are called Guardian Aliums or something like that. They represent minors in court and they don't take sides. They would fight for what YOU want to say, and not your parents. You could try a number of things, but I don't know how functional they would be. I just want you to promise me not to give up. There are plenty of things worth fighting for.
I love you

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wasteofpaint21 March 29 2005, 05:32:01 UTC
you are not going, please do not worry. You are NOT going. You are not going. You are not going. no. no. Don't worry, you are not going....

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