Long story short... I packed my shit and moved out of Linda's house... Moved in with the girl I get my green from. It seems like I'm always taking 2 steps forward n one step back. Christmas was depressing. I'm sad thinking my life won't turn out like I wanted it to. It feels like the road to get where I want to br is so long and rough. I chilled ( Read more... )

A few nights ago I was on the phone with Hope when she got home from work. We were talking about how Shelly keeps trying to control her and this and that and I started telling her about what Linda's been sayin about my mother and mommom when linda comes upstairs (she was sopose to be asleep, and I wasn't being loud on the phone so she was trying to ( Read more... )

Linda's driving me insane. No wonder my father flipps out on her like he does. I hear shit in Hampden is gettin crazy. People stabbing poeople and gettin jumped over some dumb shit. No one can fight over anything that's worth it anymore. I'm happy I moved, I just miss partyin with everyone and shit. I don't know anyone where I live. It's so boring ( Read more... )

In my head I know I should have went back to Dundalk two days ago, but my heart wants to be home. I miss home and I'm not even gone yet. I know I'm going back to Linda's after Pop gets home so he can take me but I don't want to go. I hate seeing people on pills. Especialy if they're related to me or if I care about them. But in all that I'll still ( Read more... )

I'm waitin for Tiiu to get here. I need to smoke weed. I need to smoke a blunt. Okay, let me rephrase that... I'd LIKE to smoke a blunt. I haven't tought about it for like a week. Then like two days ago I stared wanting to smoke BAD. Linda's a pill head. She's starting to show her true colors. If she wants to get high on pills she's a grown ass ( Read more... )

So living with Linda isn't bad at all. I was upset about leaving while we were driving away from the city, and my grandma almost crying becasue I was leaving didn't help, but I kept telling myself that if I didn't change my shit now it may never change. I'm an adult and need to live for myself and stand on my own two feet for once. I still haven't ( Read more... )

So today is moving day for me ( Read more... )

And I haven't even left yet.

Westminister, meet your new resident, Hope.

Dundalk, meet your new resident, Courtney.

Hope and I are waiting on a case. Rob said he'd get it for us but idunno whts goin on wit him right now. We ain't as close as we once were. I saw him for about 5 minuts last night while he was w/ justin n justin's son across the street at the 55 playground they just put in. We called Ma to c if she'd go to the Ice House for us but she doesnt have a ( Read more... )