i'm starting to realize...

how completely alone i actually am.

i only write in this thing when things suck ( Read more... )

i have to tell my story in group in a few weeks so i figured i would write it here to have it for reference ( Read more... )

it's hard to explain how i feel right now. i'm trying not to think or feel and hopefully this horrible situation that i have created for myself will just go away ( Read more... )

this can't be all there is to life.

eventually things so start to get better, right?
how boring.

i wish i could stop.
i thought it was past me.
i just couldn't resist.
i love it and i hate it.
as much as i deny it, it's a part of me.

liz would understand............

i don't trust you.
i think you lie.

i'm starting to fucking hate you.

i can't believe i'm going to be an aunt ( Read more... )

working things out is hard ( Read more... )

truth is ( Read more... )