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I'm Pregnant!!!

This is all happening so fast but I am very happy and I know I will be able to handle it.

He is happy now. I haven't seen him this happy ever. I am glad I can make him feel that way. 
Now he is talking about marriage and everything.
I knew there was a reason why I was destined to wait so long for this relationship.
I am more than glad that I fought for him and more than glad that I didn't rush into a doomed relationship before this one.
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 I finally told him everything... well almost. I think he is re-thinking things because he says me and him are to different but we have been talking morning to night every day for like the past few days so maybe he was wrong. Who knows.

Grrr...
I am not a jealous type because I already knew he had a girlfriend but at the same time I wanted to spend the weekend just chilling out with them. All they have been doing all morning is talking online to that stupid bitch. I hope she jumps in front of a bus.

I am just going to be his friend for now and be there when shit hits the fan.
Only thing is, I just don't know if I like the idea of her moving in with me and him in November.
So maybe he will get sick of her before then.
One can only hope. 
Until then I am having the time of my life.

Okay so basically things are just going slow. 
I think that maybe if I take it slow then things will mean so much more in the end.

It has been a long to weeks.
I am scared to death for him.
Maybe this really is love...

I am scared to death. 
I am moved in with him his sister and his best friend. 
I love all three of them to death and I wouldn't change where I am for the world.
But with me loving him as much as I do I am going ot be crushed when he starts bringing his girlfriend around the house.

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Okay so maybe she was the key I needed.
Maybe if I'm lucky things will go my way this time.
I had a lot of fun hanging out with her last night and I am glad we get along so well.
Things aren't always what they seem.
My life is not over yet and I am going to live it to the max.