Today I ran into some of my old friends who I used to get wasted with on a regular basis. I guess that even when you move to another town some of the past is still bound to surface. 
What hurts the most is the "see yah laters" and the steady sped up pace that you walk to flee from the oppertunity of relapse, even when they used to be your best ( Read more... )

 Its been a long time since ive posted. Something of which you can probably guess interfered with the documentation. I'm back ( Read more... )

 
Lifes full of little sadistic jokes, trojan horse esque saving graces that leave you wiping the beads of sweat off your forehead, and changing freshly pissed pants.
Thank god the karma police pulled me over before I reached the edge of the cliff. Everything is on slow-forward.
I've been feeling like a fly trapped beneath a glass, waiting for the ( Read more... )

"and one day you'll wake up, and summer will be gone"
aint that the truth.

A couple things cross my mind at such an ungodly hour (an hour that has become all too normal to me even in sobriety). Why am I babysitting a 24-year-old teenager for $9/hr? And why didn't I get the fucking warrenty? A mear $15 could have saved me an assload full of hooker cum... I mean money ( Read more... )

..."And what will I do with myself when the land drys and the sun burns out, shall I sit on this rock awaiting my savior to fall from the heavens". He looked down at his feet pondering the very thought of THE END. Surely there had to be something after THE END, according to science at least. "Energy can only be transfered, it can NEVER be destroyed ( Read more... )

im doing this just to spite the person you said I'd turn out to be

Why do I push away the only person who cares. I should just do what I did before. Take it out on the one causing the most problems. I don't blame you if you leave me, I am my mother in many ways weather I like it or not. I want to get wasted so bad right now. I just want it to go away ( Read more... )

I am in such bad mood right now I pitty the fool who fucks with me today.
Aris over and suprise sleeping.

http://news.independent.co.uk/world/americas/article2758829.ece