a few things....

1. im OK. actually, im great.

2. having my inspiration back is amazing.

3. i might be a functioning alcoholic, but the keyword there is FUNCTIONING.

4. somehow im losing mad weight.

5. one word... B L I N G

cant wait for put in bay! its going to be a hot mess!

justin

i still write you these silly songs ( Read more... )

its not worth it anymore. i give up. im so much better than all of this. the pain, the hurt, i deserve more. im better than him, and her and i dont care who thinks what about it. but i still hurt. and being given up on is the worst feeling ever. maybe i just need a rebound screw. i doubt thats the solution, but im running out of options. fuck.

this has been a difficult weekend. thursday i got too drunk, friday was just a cluster fuck of emotions, and the party on saturday was a big fucking waste. now its sunday and i just want to curl up and sleep for an entire week. i dont think i could actually be more uncomfortable with the state of my life. i have to fucking rid myself of this dark ( Read more... )

you never truly miss someone untill you loose them ( Read more... )

time is all we have ( Read more... )

i got a new computer. so i figured id write in this thing. but then i thought about it for half an hour. you see... my life has changed so much in the last four months, and im so vulnerable, having a broken heart is so horrible and exciting at the same time. but anyhow, i finally decided that it might be a good idea to just write some thoughts down ( Read more... )

we just got approved for our new apartment. i know i havent posted about this, because i didnt want to jinx it. its 1250 square feet! all new appliance and cabinets, full size brand new washer and dryer in the apt. the community was built only two years ago! it has a 24 hour full fitness center and sauna, 20 meter pool and jaccuzzi that are open ( Read more... )

if your looking for an excellent book i highly recomend Little Children, by tom perrotta. the same guy who wrote the book/movie, election. its such an awosome summer read, and very romantic. in that manly sort of way!

jusitn

ever have one of those days where nothing seems to go your way?
yeah.
me too, im having one right now.
i hate spring, cause i hate the rain.
it fucks up all my plans.