I wrote this on my own facebook wall. I wanted to come back here and read my old stuff, but in the meantime I guess I'll share myself. I'm just lucky to be sane and relatively healthy ( Read more... )

I doubt anyone still has me listed... but I don't care if anyone reads this. Times are hard in the hood, and times are hard for me too. I wish I was an atheist so I could put a hole in myself somewhere and bleed to death. I wish I didn't get down so easily. I wish I didn't have friends who have to be homeless. I wish liberals and consrvatives ( Read more... )

I'm in a pit of lonesomeness. Woe is me ( Read more... )

I lied. The catalogue will have to include sparse, non-delivery driving entries due to recent happenings. Matthew, Alex and I got blazed and tried to go to Guthries, but it was closed. What ensued included me ramming my car 3 times into two chairs sitting in the drive through during much protest from Matthew, and then me dippin' out real ( Read more... )

It has come time for a new era in my livejournal career. I will be cataloging my ventures during Pita Pit delivery, and I figured I would start now. Sorry if you wanted to read cryptic, depressing entries ( Read more... )

Today I felt like death. I remembered why I hate being sober. Today I felt meaninglessness ( Read more... )

I hear secrets being whispered in my sleep ( Read more... )

A feeling of complete loniliness overwhelms me. It strikes me as odd, but I have immediate feelings of hope. I guess that's logic surpassing emotion.
There are very stressful events on the horizon. I fear them.
I wish I had something uplifting on my mind, my posts are always so glum.

~Paul

I can't put it into words. Words have always been weak from my perspective ( Read more... )

Tonight, I will come to the dreaded and useless 20 year mark. If anyone finds this as a reason for celebration, and feels the need to see me, then you can find me at the UC around midnight. If I'm not there, I'll be passed out in my bed after staying awake for 30 hours. Feel free to barge in. Also feel free to not give a shit, because I personally ( Read more... )