Oh my god, what is this, a post?

I wrote this rant a while ago and saved it on my desktop to work on later and promptly forgot about it (like I do). I was deleting old stuff off the computer today and found it and decided it may be a little ramble-y, but I don't really care. So I'm posting it anyway.

( I am woman, hear me rant. )

I had an appointment today in urology. In case you haven't caught this yet, I have an indwelling catheter and I still leak around it enough that I need to wear adult diapers. As you can probably imagine, this sucks balls. I fantasize about being able to wear underwear again. I stare at my open underwear drawer and get depressed. I stole a super ( Read more... )

I believe in giving people second chances. I also believe that after one or two fresh starts, it's a little ridiculous to keep thinking they're going to change. So I don't know why the hell I keep giving dad chances and then being hurt when he proves that he'll never change. If he were anyone else, anyone not related to me, I would have completely ( Read more... )

I had a date ( Read more... )

Hey. Hey guys. I have a date. Yeah, I know. I'm stupid excited/scared/nervous/omgeveryemotionever. He's meeting me at Faire on the 18th ( Read more... )

I've failed at really looking at LJ at all. I'm sorry to anyone who only hears about me and what's going on by reading this ( Read more... )

I miss college ( Read more... )

I'm home ( Read more... )

My computer hasn't been on in weeks. There's still 50 emails in my inbox to go through. I may not get around to answering comments or reading my friends list. Just so you all know ( Read more... )

Hey, it's Mandy again ( Read more... )