I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
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Well, sorry I haven't updated in a while, been a bit busy.
Joined 2 communities, got a lot of trig work done, and so on and so forth...

Just one more week, one more week of this hell and we're free for 3 months,
Bad thing is, my B-Day is the first day of school...
Heh, some 16th birthday present... :/

Oh well, I'll live.

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Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold

What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
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"And when I wake up, you'll be here...
And it will be the way it was, the, way it was..."

Well, I'm applying to join this community called 1sexybandgeek, you guys should try, looks like fun...

I got some new clothing, so now I'm off to organize it, tata!

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Lets see...
Painful weekend = very yes!

Let's recap, shall we?

1. Went up to the campground on friday, and no sooner than an hour after we get there, I crash off of my bike, and scrape about 10% of the skin off of my right arm, (counting from the elbow down).
2. Next day, found out that a mosquito, had bitten through the bandages on my hand, so I had ( Read more... )

Well, I think today qualifies as one of the best days of my life. :)
Here goes:

Well, I took my pig practical today and did very well on it.
Then after school, hung out in the bandroom for a bit, then went to the middle school to see Bianca.
Got there, and we hung out on our usual corner for a while, (I humped a tree ;-) ).
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You think you know me,
But you know nothing.
My minds an enigma,
Constantly changing,
So you can't keep up.

You think you own me,
I'm long sold and lost.
My price too cheap for the rich,
Too great for the beggar.

You think you help me,
But you're my biggest scar of all.
Always bleeding my black tears over and over,
Never healing closed.

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