"Sad to believe that it could have even just been her memory that kept us together, let alone just her in general. We can't just be happy with what we have. Our wants fuck our needs. Our needs blind us. So many wasted tears, so much useless, unneeded concern. Why did we bother again? We both knew it would end like this; we both knew it would end. ( Read more... )

Looks like I"m officially a college student.

I got an acceptance letter today,
From Michigan Tech University.
They want me,
So I'm in.

I'm goin' to college.

People who generalize a group of people and scream at them piss me off,
Say, maybe a marching band?
I'm fucking sick and tired of getting screamed at because a few fucking idiots don't know what the fuck they're doing and don't have pride in what they're doing.

IF YOU DON'T LIKE THE CLASS,
GET THE FUCK OUT.
JOIN A CLASS BECAUSE YOU LIKE TO DO IT,
NOT ( Read more... )

Ugh, major headache.
Sitting at Mikes.
12:31 A.M.
Blah.

Skool's out.
You have no idea how much stress that relieves.
Work tomorrow, oh well.
It's money.
Story's coming along nicely once again.

No Bianca for a week,
Then no Bianca for 2 months.  :(
Oh well, Nathan will get over it,
Like he always does.

If my eyes could talk right now,
They'd scream like a Nazi in ( Read more... )

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Love is a sham.
A construct of death.
Just wait, it'll infect you all.

You may think you're all well and happy now.
But just wait, something will happen and you'll break up with them.
Then what?  Huh?
Gonna kill yourself now?
Make a nice few railroad marks across your arm?
Or are you just gonna go crawling back like everyone else?

It's gonna kill ( Read more... )

Was just searching through my old LJ entries, thinking of...the past...when I came across this little tid-bit.
Hope you all enjoy.

How many of you,
Have felt you're wasting your life,
Waiting for something more?
Something better?
I've realized today that all I do waste my days away,
Waiting for tomorrow to see if it's more exciting,
More, enjoyable, ( Read more... )

STFU!!!

DOLLARS HAVE FEELINGS TOO, GOD DAMN IT!

"Nathan is utterly confused.
He doesn't understand why yet,
But he is certain he shall know soon.
For he'll end up losing sleep over it soon.
He'll know, and when he does, you'll know."

I stated that in my last entry.
And I've done quite a lot of thinking,
And experiencing,
And I've found out.

Friendship will get you nowhere,
Sure, it's great to have a ( Read more... )

You felt what I said,
Yet you still turned to him,
To ease your heart's consent.
You heard what I felt,
Yet your time was better spent,
Bonding blood lines to his heart.
You knew of my love,
Yet you used your heart,
To extinguish the fire of mine.
You knew of my pain,
Yet you had him talk,
To take away my relief,
My novacaine,
My love.
You know him as your love,
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