So, it finally happened. We finally split. It hurt at first, and it still does. I don't know if it will stop hurting soon, but I'm not sure if I want it to. Somehow, having the pain makes me still feel connected to the world somehow. I'm afraid if it stops hurting I'll just drift off and become completely impersonal again. As to why I left? I got ( Read more... )

Everything seems to be going alright. Somehow, we're weathering not having any money quite well. I hate not having any money. I don't know if we have april's rent or not, and I got 10 hours next week out of being available 7 am to close monday through saturday. I hate this job, so much. I don't know why I'm still there. I want to quit and just go ( Read more... )

I just found a couple girls I used to know in elementary school on facebook, and they all look 100000x better now. I've been downloading music and movies like a fiend lately because we won't have internet all of december, so yeah.

I'm tired, and I really don't wanna go to work today.

I finally have internet at home!

Eat shit and die. I hate all of you.

(PS This excludes certain people. You should know who you are.)

Mmmph. I have the hiccups. Also, Sucksanne and I are doing really well. We're getting along just fine. Her sister visited a couple weeks ago which made our weekened fucking blow. I never thought I would actually pray for the weekend to be over. Other than that, everything looks to be turning better slowly but surely. I got a second job at Hot Topic ( Read more... )

Not having internet sucks. Not having food anywhere in the house sucks. But we're finally both really happy and the new place looks amazing.

In less than five hours I'm going to pick up the U-Haul truck to move in with my girlfriend. We've already been pretty much living together for the past 3~ months, but now we're finally co-signing on a lease and so forth, and it's making me really nervous. Like, nervous to the point where I'm only awake right now because I put off packing for so ( Read more... )

So I haven't posted in a while, and wanted to update everybody on everything. Suzanne and I are moving which we're both totally fucking excited about, and everything is going really good between us. I finally started doing floor work at The Castle, but Suzanne is only gonna let me keep it on a once in a while filling in for someone else basis which ( Read more... )