Seriously. How much can you possibly fuck it up with a girl? Well, why don't you ask me. I seem to be really good at it.

Lots of shit happened. Like, for realz. My thanksgiving was pretty good. I ate with the 'fam, and the 'fams girlfriends friends and their kids which was pretty fun. Afterwards, I knew my night was getting good once I saw all the liquor Bryson had decided to get for his party. Not only did I get fucking wasted, but I got fucking stoned off of my ass ( Read more... )

An asshole. Egotistical. Self-centered. Unemotional. Cold. Hated. Despised. Self-righteous. Untrusting. A slacker. A quitter. A loser. Anti-religious. Logical. Empty. Hopeless. And best of all I suppose, Charismatic.

Why did I do it?

Xander and I kissed. Twice. Once while she was about to leave, and then she kissed me goodbye right before she got into her mom's car. It uh, was somewhat unexpected, but I've gotta say it wasn't a bad thing. At all. I'm actually really glad it happened. Now I'm just not sure what I should do.

Well uh, It's been a pretty uneventful couple of days. Nikki turned me onto the band Drop Dead, Gorgeous, and I've gotta say, they're fast rising on my list of favorites. Pretty fucking good. Most screamo bands have a couple emo songs, but it seems they're the exception to that rule. Also, I'm having a birthday party at my house on saturday, so ( Read more... )

Lot of shit has gone down. Most recent is as follows: Past couple days have been really good. I got to meet a really cool girl saturday night, but I'm somewhat sure she thinks I'm a prick. Whatever @ that one. I let my D&D buddies down saturday night because I wanted to go bowl and not be a "shut-in." So, we decided to have a birthday party for me ( Read more... )

So I finally asked the girl I like out, and I come to find out that since shes going off to college she doesn't really wanna get attached to anyone, and that most likely if I would've asked a while ago she'dve said yes. Fuck.

vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right, I swear I know I'm right, I knew it all along

While camping, I chased Kimmy around wearing nothing but shoes, holding a hatchet and a flashlight yelling "If I catch you, I'm gon' fuck you!"