my amazing boyfriend fixed my computer for me with one single click of the mouse, after almost 4 months without it. not terrible with having my iphone and other computers, but still. now i have mine and i can write in my lj without judgments ( Read more... )

it's amazing to see and be apart of history in the making.
i'm still speechless but yesterday was an amazing day.

i am off to hawaii for eleven dayss!

i will miss you all so call/txt or something.

lovelove<33

ALOHA

my parents are out of town for three days. and i get to live here and do whatever i want.
food, digital cable, alcohol, internet & my dogs

all my friends are together and happy. i'm still happy but it makes me lonely.

life is good minus my freezing house and smokers coughs.

joseph is becoming my good friend again, and i'm soso glad.

i love garrettmac and his crazy things only i can understand undertheinfluence.

things i'm wayy too into:
SUDUKO

this baby is friends only.


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i still like the song "letters to you" by finch from freshman year.

i'm not as worried.
now the stress has moved to other subjects.

and i know what i'm getting most of you for christmas.

i want the post secret book.

six pages seems like so many.
this will be my last update.
i just keep expecting for the words to fill up the page like that.

i feel sick.
i feel like it's happening.

EDIT i'm done with the papers ( Read more... )

i have such a good plan.
but i don't want to have to resort to it.


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this is the scariest thing and with every minute passing it seems more and more likely.
and i don't know what to do at all.
i just wish i had someone to understand it and to reassure me.
and if it does happen, what am i going to do?

i'm going to be late for school.
i'm swamped with everything.
he gave me a pink box with chocolates, it was so cute.