Why can’t relationships be one easy leap? Skip the awkward beginnings, the learning process, but keep the sweetness, the tenderness that comes along with new relationships. Both parties equally want to find something good, naive to the schemes, scams, and hopes from one another. Why not take the comfort that comes along with relationships, but ( Read more... )

Even though I just saw everybody a couple days ago and (some I never hang out with, even), I still can't shake the feeling that I've lost touch with everyone. I hate this, hopefully after wednesday thingss will be different. My weekend is booked with birthdays and i think that's why I'm trippin. I hate this feeling though. I miss everybody. I ( Read more... )

ohhhh

myyy

goddd

squeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

aheh

i just noticed how gloomy my livejournal has been.

soooo..

I'm feeling good. Things are feeling quite ... nice

This was an april to show up all aprils.

It's dragging into my may. I finsihed driving school, one acts will be over soon and things could be worse.

but i can't help but feel lonely and a faliure.

and i hate it.

(deep inhale)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

It's gonna turn out fine though, I know all too well

List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will. Don't say who they are, use people only once ( Read more... )

i hate when you get to the point in your life where you begin to dread the future. When you begin to not so much regret but question yourself sadly. Where did everything begin to go wrong? Or is it still good and this is the warning at the fork in the road. Turn left for bumpy roads but a good turn out, or just shit. I don't hate that I was ( Read more... )

For every present that i recieve, I wish i could give 10 more ( Read more... )

Last night I dreamed that everyone I ever loved or ever crossed paths with that affected me, was at the beach with me. There was a bonfire and the waves were perfect. The sun was beautiful and not because of the chemicals in the air but just because it felt like it. Everyone was laughing and no one was being ignored and no one was forming groups ( Read more... )