~Swim season starts MONDAY! crazy, huh? I'm actually excited for the season to start this year. Im interested to see what it will be like with our new coach. So far, i know that morning practices are Tuesday and Thursday this year so that we'll be really tired at meets all season but hopefully still get state times, then be even faster once we ( Read more... )

~The sun! AHH, i love the sun!! I spent a couple hours out there earlier today, well, like 1-3. I'm kinda reddish right now, but at least the red will fade to tan soon enough. I hope everyone is enjoying their spring break thus far, I feel as though it should be summer today, but that's alright, it's coming soon enough!

So I can't sleep, well, I could, until I woke up at 3:30 and now I can't go back to sleep. UGHH. and i cant really sleep in too late because i have to go to the stupid Y because i have to talk to some gal about being a volunteer swim lesson teacher. OH joy. Hopefully that won't take too much time, then at least i'm home free to do as i please, ( Read more... )

~My night is good...well, better! Kelsey July 2-12? for about $320?!?! i sure hope this works. i miss that girly. ahh. but basically, talking so seriously about this summer...it's so nice. its exciting because who doesnt love to spend at least 10 days with their best friend...one night in st. louis, 5-6 days at the lake...a few days in omaha...i ( Read more... )

So i went to the doctor this morning and he said that he doesn't think i have mono because the only symptom i have is that I'm really tired a lot. They drew blood though to get it tested to see what it is that I have and they'll call me by 5 today to let me know what they've found. Oh joy. I absolutely hate having blood drawn, i will never be able ( Read more... )

I hate auditioning when im sick. It's not like the audititons for my church musical really matter since i really don't care, but still...I was fine until about half way through rehearsal, then i felt like i was going to pass out and i got very very warm. Erika said i was really red and felt my forehead and said that it was very hot. SO i went ( Read more... )

I have such wonderful friends. responses to yesterday's post and those who've noticed that something's a little off lately. even Mrs. Allen noticed today. She asked me about it in the hall, away from the rest of the class. I told her the "i'm just really tired and don't feel good" response, she said i should go get checked for mono. i'm going to, ( Read more... )

What would happen if I just quit now? It's like i've shutdown for the summer a quarter too early. I'm constantly sick, especially for a person who used to never get sick. I write in this but its never quite the same as actually talking to a person. I used to have that person to talk to but I dont anymore. I have my friends, my close friends even ( Read more... )

~Last night was fun. swing dance! i love dancing, its soo much fun. then i went to audrey's to watch a movie for awhile, but mainly so we could talk b/c we hadnt talked much lately and we decided that we needed to hang out before she goes out of town for like EVER! she really wants me to try out for pom squad...idk if i should, i dont think im good ( Read more... )

~This week has been pretty darn good, i must say! I'm actually enjoying myself. Monday, for the first time in a long time i felt good about myself. school hasnt been half bad and i could sing a little more, high notes still arent so hot, but at least they exist again ( Read more... )