Hmm, I've been working really hard lately. Harder than I've ever forced myself to work in years past. But something tells me I could be working harder, and that's why I'm not going to get my goal of straight A's for the first quarter. I guess all the work is good for me, cause it keeps my mind busy and I don't start getting into those moods after I ( Read more... )

My second update in the last week or so:

I am extremely pissed off at everything and nearly everyone.

That is all

Well, it's been forever since I updated, and I don't feel like it, but what the hell. Things are good I guess. Yup. That's about it ( Read more... )

I've this creeping
Suspicion that things are not as they seem
Reassure me
Why do I feel as if I'm in too deep

I've been praying
For some way to show them
I'm not what they see
Yes I have done wrong
But what I did I thought needed be done
I swear

Unholy day
If I leave now I might get away
This weighs on me
As heavy as stone and as blue as I go

I ( Read more... )

I need something to motivate me. I need to get off my ass and do something productive with my life. I just need to find something. From here on, I'm going to try to find a purpose or direction to my life. Let's see how this goes.

Bleeeh, things have been on a downhill slope again. There was a fight in my English class yesterday. Neo-nazi vs. Goth Kid. The winner is..... GOTH KID. Hitler kid ended up with a bloody neck. Our math song/jam was a big success, and now people ask if I'm in a band. Too bad I suck. I still have to make up a chemistry test, but I blew it off for ( Read more... )

Well, the past couple of days have been really shitty. People are sucking a lot, and so i proceed to become increasingly annoyed. Today, I'm more pissed than yesterday. Let's just hope tomorrow breaks the pattern ( Read more... )

So okay. Things are genuinely good overall, which is cool. Postal service is awesome. School is a lot easier than I expected it to be after coming back from break. But apparently, the math test is a huge bitch, and I have to make it up, so let's hope that goes well ( Read more... )

LyKe OmG gaiiz. I t0tallee herd dat ChRiZ LeViN wuz taLkin ShiT b-haiind mai bak. DaT iz SoOo nOt cO0l. BuT i GuEsZ hEs A fReShMaN whO kn0ws So MuCh moor dAn mee. PlUs, HeZ ObViOuSlY c00l siNcE hez A FreSHmaN. OmGz, I g0Tta Go CuT mYselF nOw ( Read more... )

With all of this I know now ( Read more... )