I need motivation. I need something challenging to come along that I am compelled to do. My life keeps reverting back to rote routines and boredom. I also need to get out and meet new people. My friends are cool, but they fade sometimes. Usually, I'm inclined to be depressed about that, but now I think I just need to branch out and stop looking for ( Read more... )

Today was a day. My classes are too easy. School just becomes boring because I don't have to put forth much effort. It just gets annoying after a while. People are people, always inconsistent and never reliable, but I've come to terms with that and everything's been relatively cool. I've been getting tired earlier and earlier this week. I got tired ( Read more... )

I hate feeling lied to. That's always been a hangup of mine. If you don't like me, if you want me to leave you alone, or whatever, just say the word. I don't take those kinds of things too bad, but just don't lie. It aggravates me ( Read more... )

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Owned the midterms. Classes are easy. Lots of frisbee. Soccer is a piece of shit. Not sleeping is worse. People never cease to suck. Game thursday. Regional forum saturday. This week has been annoying. My mood's slowly going to shit. I hate feeling out of the loop. I have a lot to say, but I guess another time ( Read more... )

What what, muthafuckas?!?!? Best start worshipping me lest I smite you all ( Read more... )

Tonight I realized I'm a basket case. I'm so retarded in my thoughts, and I get upset and depressed for the most idiotic reasons. I can only imagine what everyone else's opinion of me is. I should probably see a doctor, it's probably some chemical imbalance something, but I know I won't. I can't find happiness in myself, so I always turn to my ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, guess what? IT'S OVER. I think you should stop absorbing yourself into this drama that you seem to cling to. The damage is done, and the only thing anyone can do is to learn from it and move on. That's the only way to make it better. And if you care about it at all, you will take it as a lesson and avoid it in the future-- that's the ( Read more... )

Well, the good feeling is going. Slowly replaced by self-disdain and regular old crappiness. Today just sucked. And tomorrow will be worse ( Read more... )

Today was...well, blah. No math test, but I'm running on no sleep. So I passed out in chemistry and was tired the rest of the day. The rest of the day was bullshit classes, though. That's right, I have 5 bullshit classes. It's really sad. After school was cool. Had news that was cool, then went home. Am called and I went off to the mall, where she ( Read more... )