NO ONE EVER COMMENTS ON MY JOURNAL!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH ( Read more... )

It's so hard. But I keep doing it because I care about you guys.

Some day...

right?

Uh oh! Brian's in another bad mood. Now he's going to be mean to me and act pissed off, but he's just doing it for attention. Everyone knows that, because nobody is GENUINELY pissed off, they're just thrown into the category of attention-seekers by kids who think they know everything about behavior. You know, it is possible to be pissed off and not ( Read more... )

So yeah, tonight was awesome. Maybe I'm out of my slump. That'd be nice. But anyways, parade today wasn't too bad, but still sucked a lot. Came home and sat around for a while. Then went back to pick up cheesecakes and my guitar from Adam's, followed by a jam session with Kevin ( Read more... )

Yes, I know I'm not the only one. Yes, I know I'll be fine soon enough. No, I'm not naieve enough to think I'm one person against the world. No, I don't mind if you assume things about me and label me. Yes, you can pluck up the balls to be honest to my face and not be decietful. No, I don't like being lied to and having to find out from other ( Read more... )

So yeah, today was interesting. School was relatively easy, and today was pretty decent. Then the game, which was cool and suck at the same time. Playing get busy is always fun and messing around with the rest of the trumpets, but Jenkins went crazy on us tonight and pulled out every freaking song we had one after the other. But after that and ( Read more... )

Well boys and girls, it's time for another lesson in breaking points. I woke up this morning at 9:15 and thought how great 3 day weekends are. That was a few seconds before I shit myself when I realized I was an hour late for marching rehearsal. I had forgot to remind my dad about it last night, so he forgot. And Jenkins called my MOM who will now ( Read more... )

So today was pretty easy for a monday. In english, I got a free ride through the project thanks to Mario, in math I managed to pull out a B for the quarter, in band pilato's talking about re-seating the trumpets. Personally, I wouldn't mind if I got put back on third. Then I wouldn't have to stress about band every day. And plus, I doubt anyone in ( Read more... )

Instead of the break I need right now, I get bombarded by things that just make me feel like I'm some huge mistake. I guess that's what you get for trying. It seems I haven't done anything right yet, even after 15 years. Wow...

And after 2 hours, I feel like even more of a shitbag than I did before. I would apologize for myself, but I'm too tired. Looks like I'm the hypocrite this time, and I'm a horrible person too. Oh well, when the going gets tough, go to sleep. Then you can wake up and continue your grudge.