last week of my life?
dramatic!
things have gotten slightly better since that last entry, but toss in some worse stuff too.
my lame dude situation has improved, but my body has since deceived me again and im on medication. fun!
anywho, my main worry now is writing a paper and getting christmas shopping done.
yay!

is that i am still hung up on stuff that happened 8? months ago ( Read more... )

so i decided that instead of just replying to the comment, im gonna go ahead and post an entry that says: ryan, i am glad you are doing well.
and im also glad that my mom is so used to seeing me intoxicated that she doesnt really think much of it anymore.
happy turkey day.

this feels funny. and i dont even know who still has lj but it suddenly occurred to me that i still had one so i am writing in it.
hello!

i just dont know what im going to do with you.

i am mean to my mom.
and i know im being a baby and not coping as well or making the effort i could.
but...
I DONT HAVE A ROOM. AND LITTLE TO NO CLOSET SPACE.
throw me a frickin bone here.

thumbs down to the flakiness.

i am a loser and am only updating because im trying to waste time until i can leave to go to marcus's house ( Read more... )

tonight i depart once again to massachusetts ( Read more... )

2005 was a fuckin amazing year.
from new years eve right on through.
i dont mean to be down, but from the looks of it, 2006 has no chance.
happy new year loves.