What great gravity is this that drew my soul toward yours? What great force, that though I went falsely, went kicking, went disguising myself to earn your love, also disguised, to earn your keeping, your resting, your staying, your will fleshed into mine, rasped by a slowly revealed truth, the barter of my soul, the soul that I fear, the soul that ( Read more... )

did anyone see the sunrise this morning over the irish sea ( Read more... )

so it feels like for the last five months, i have been trying to love people, and getting pushed down a flight of stairs by said people in the process, over and over again. it's almost like i go in for a hug, and then i realize mid-hug that i'm actually struggling to embrace a sadistic clown monster with fangs or something, while they're trying to ( Read more... )

am i a bitch? yes, yes i am.

my life would be so much easier if i just became a nun.

so, political ignorance is not something to be proud of, (i'd say) but i am just going to come out and say it.
I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND POLITICS.

and i'm trying to! honestly i really am. i have been trying to research lately and watch videos of debates and different things and read articles about what the different political parties even stand for, ( Read more... )

i hate realizing how unloving i am. how unloving we all are.

simple voice, talk to me in simple words.
gentle wind, come sing to me the songs that i know.
come to me, and hold my heart inside of me.
come and see, come and see in me.
oh Lover of ashes, be patient with me.
my filthy complexion is all that i see.
but up from these ashes, a beauty will rise,
the pride of her Father, though humble in size.

perfect love, ( Read more... )

okay, so there's this dilemma, that's not really a dilemma, but it just happens to be on my mind right now. i always seem to have a million ideas in my head of things that i could do or be or go, and i never know which one i actually really want to do. there's part of me that just wants to live in the rain forest or africa or some place and just ( Read more... )

damn foreshadowing.

galway.
absolutely my favorite city in the world so far. everyone here is wonderful (well, probably not everyone, but i think that everyone definitely has the potential). you can just walk around and be whoever you want to be and you'll find someone lovely to talk to. maybe this city will help me find out who i am. i'd like that.

it's kind of funny, ( Read more... )