So Ryan's calling me again. I miss him so damn much. And we've been talking now, and it's just like I said, not uncomforatable ( Read more... )

I'm hungry...my stomach aches for food...but everything I've put in my mouth tastes like throw up....so i'm not eating...nothing sounds good.

I think I have the winter depression shit....maybe just the boyfriend dumped me blues.....the boyfriend who never even offically dumped me. *cries* He said "not never, just not right now".......bastard... ( Read more... )

Today I saw Ryan ( Read more... )

becky's at her dads house and i tried callin her last night and this morning, last night she was in bed and this morning no one answered! ahhhh i miss my becky ( Read more... )